The Atmosphere. 

These few days, the atmosphere in my house suck big time.

probably because of the annoying voices which belonged to my family members.

I think i'm too used to the quietness of the house.

All of the sudden, everyone started requesting for me. 

Everyday, i always hear people calling my name.

Isit because of my temper? or isit because of my impatience? 

i didn't mean to like be sooooo hot tempered. 

I wanna be like the past too. 

But things are different now.. 

My grandfather has got this sickness that almost all the oldies will have.

&he has difficulties of hearing.

Everyday at home, i always hear arguments between my granny and grandfather.

just because of minor stuffs.

Everyone started to be soooooooo hot tempered. 

it wasnt like this before. 

every morning that one thing that came into my mind is to sleep whole day.

Cause i dont wanna wake up &face everyone in the house.

The thing is that.. My lovely home doesn't look like one anymore.. 

Each day, i will always have this urge to go out.

I rmb how i'm use to coming home everyday after school last time.

But for now, how i wish i could go out everyday until everyone's asleep. 

then when everyone's awake, i'm asleep.

Just because, i dont wanna face them.

I'm not changing to another person/ becoming a bad teenager. 

Just that, this home isnt the home that i used to love anymore..